WHERE AND WHEN ?
( I )
" You took
your birth in south western zone
You are
not a part of our land:
You were
bred in eastern hamlets far
You are
not the son of our soil;
You did
grow up in suburban towns
You
speak with a different accent and tone;
How can
we make you a part of us?
Your figure is quite different from ours
Your manners and methods quite different
too;
Your ancestors not known, your traditions
quite strange;
You are an inhabitant beyond our range."
They said and treated me as an intruder
Their voice unfriendly with a burning touch;
I felt embarrassed in this so called
modern age
Still we tilt with so many dividing lines and isms :
Still we
have not regained our cherished vision.
(
I I
)
The land where I was born now looks quite
strange and new
The language they use not much known to
me;
The whole town metamorphosed into a new
and vast city
Not a face or mansion can I notice now
Even not a plant or bush to testify my
place of birth;
The place where I grew up too turned
unknown
All sites and scenes dissolved in
dreamy fog;
Where
are my ancestors and their long withered roots?
Not a
trace of their history remains on sands of time ;
Their
estates burnt, their lands sold away long ago ;
Even
their names not known—a forgotten myth or dream ;
I felt myself, a denizen of bygone ages
dropped at once
On
a new planet, unrecognized and unnoticed;
What am I? Dislodged, displaced like
wandering gypsies
I
move like a struggling soul in purgatory
Uncertain of its final destination and
goal.
( I I I )
Time has transformed
each and every corner
New
mansions and new highways with hi-tech malls
My
place almost now strange as strange as myself ;
A new group of
residents came up
With
new fashions, idioms and usage
Ours,
an old bygone disappearing stage ;
Like a stranger roaming in a remote
unknown land
Like a shattered boat caught in the stormy
ocean
Like a stray animal chased by wild beasts
I felt in my own land
that changed in all aspects;
A great
sea-change in our attitudes and perspectives too –
The
eternal question persists “Where and When?”
So many
races, cultures and creeds vanished
Still
doubting Thomases go on with changing queries;
Perhaps
we may face the same question in hell or heaven
Our
origin, a mystery beyond our mortal vision.
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24th october, 2017 Somaseshu Gutala
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